Lucent truth and Crippling ambiguity

Heading off into the horizon of my life without a map or compass. A curse, a blessing? Who knows? We'll see. Bring it on.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Selfish goals abound

1. I managed to make a complete fool of myself tonight. Pictures to follow.

2. I'm going to be single again. How will I ever pick up the pieces and carry on? How will I ever get over him and be myself again?

Goddamn you and your mail order bride...

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Truth be told

I'm going to get the vague stuff out of the way first. At least that way, people won't come away from this blog thinking I'm a complete flake... or at least one would hope.

RoKS went well, I guess. I'm not sure how I feel about it and how it all went down. I think it's safe to say that it's too soon to be able to really step back and look at it from a truly analytical perspective. More on this later.

All seriousness aside, I must have woken up at least three times last night because my bedmate moved around into a spooning position with me. It was a little awkward because I was already on the extreme left side (my side) of the bed. Each time I'd move over a little bit more and fall back asleep, and then wake up later and the gap would be closed again. After the third time I just thought "fuck it, might as well get used to it" and did my best to ignore it. I don't know who it was that told me you aren't a true AIESECer until you've slept in an awkward situation at a conference, but whoever you are, I think I finally appreciate what you told me. And yes, I'm leaving my bedmate anonymous.


Fortune cookie I got on the way back from RoKS at a Chinese buffet place: "You will step on the soil of many countries in your lifetime." Fitting for the weekend, I think.

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