Shuffle, shift, and scatter
In the past, whenever someone would leave the city, state, or country, I would have the same reactions each and every time. Enthusiasm, excitement, utter joy that someone I knew would be visiting some fantastical new place in the world. I would wish them well, knowing that regardless of the contents of their trip, the experience would make them into a better person.
What I've taken for granted is the fact that, invariably, they would return. These travels were hardly ever permanent, and even if they would be gone for a month, two months, a year, or even longer, at some point, they would be back, and we would be able to reconnect and carry on like we used to.
Now, the onset of age has reared its head. People are graduating and literally scattering themselves around the globe. And this time, there is no defined "next time". No Gainesville, no Atlanta to come home to. Wherever they're heading for, that is home to them now. No guaranteed winter breaks, no guaranteed summer reunion. They'll be occupied in Los Angeles, Vancouver, Houston, Hong Kong, Copenhagen, Cincinnati, etc. I myself graduate in a little under a year, and have on idea where I'll end up.
Where has the time gone?
What I've taken for granted is the fact that, invariably, they would return. These travels were hardly ever permanent, and even if they would be gone for a month, two months, a year, or even longer, at some point, they would be back, and we would be able to reconnect and carry on like we used to.
Now, the onset of age has reared its head. People are graduating and literally scattering themselves around the globe. And this time, there is no defined "next time". No Gainesville, no Atlanta to come home to. Wherever they're heading for, that is home to them now. No guaranteed winter breaks, no guaranteed summer reunion. They'll be occupied in Los Angeles, Vancouver, Houston, Hong Kong, Copenhagen, Cincinnati, etc. I myself graduate in a little under a year, and have on idea where I'll end up.
Where has the time gone?

2 Comments:
At June 30, 2008 3:30 AM ,
/Sean said...
Home is where the Heart is buddy :), so now you just have your heart spread all over the world- and I don't know where the time went, I'm looking for it too- see you in.. a bit?
At July 3, 2008 11:25 AM ,
Ryan Adams said...
Its scary isn't it? Always hits you about a year before it happens. You know that wherever you go, it'll be just fine and you'll be able to adjust. The scary part is that you aren't sure what you'll be doing, and you're going to have to find new friends and stay in contact with old friends, and on top of it all find a way to pay for everything that life bills you for.
You'll make it through, after all, I did, and I still wasted a ton of money, so you have no excuse ;).
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